Antidote

Don't you hate the feeling when someone discourages you or hurt you or tell people untrue stuff about you for their own benefit? Especially when they are the ones you love and the ones you care for and trust. Then they just fill you with disappointment. Sometimes none of these has happened yet but you know they're going to do it sooner or later anyways. Then it makes you hold on to those negative thoughts and they stay with you for years and years. You never know how to let it go because when you go to someone for help, they don't understand how you're feeling and you just leave it there. Now and then those thoughts come back and you start to worry and you don't dare to trust anyone anymore because you're scared that people will hurt you again. It could be just the littlest things and words they say that could scar you for life.

I know I've been hurt many times before and many times I wouldn't know how to let go because you just have to admit, people aren't the best antidote but I always tell myself that I can give my worries and problems to God and I'd be fine and I'd feel better. I don't know why but everything that I go through eventually ends up with God. He's the only way.

"And we know that in all things God works for the good of those who love him, who have been called according to his purpose."- Romans 8:28