It's hard to tell. How would you know if you're meant do this or that? Is it wrong to think or feel a certain way? Whether certain decisions are right or wrong. Everything may seem right at that point of time, but after a while you'd start to think about it, and everything starts to look wrong. Once you realise it, it'll all be too late.

It is hard to keep on the right track. To know what is right and what is wrong. To always try to make the right decisions and the right time. To accept and not to judge. To be caring and not to condemn. I think it is all part of life to not know why certain things happen or what you've become or why things change or why everything just doesn't go the way you want it to. I think it is okay to have doubts and worries, because it is all part of the bigger and better deal that has been planned for us in the future. 

"...It is reserved in heaven for you, who by God's power are protected through faith for a salvation ready to be revealed in the last time. This brings you great joy, although you may have to suffer for a short time in various trials. Such trials show the proven character of your faith, which is much more valuable than gold - gold that is tested by fire even though it is passing away - and will bring praise and glory and honor when Jesus Christ is revealed." - 1 Peter 1:4-7