I believe everyone deserves chances but sometimes all you do is give chances to people and they take it for granted, over and over again. Sometimes you just want to give up, but if you do, you'd feel terrible and so unfair. Like, people don't deserve to just be left there hanging, having no where to go, feeling hopeless. But what do you do? Keep giving them chances, letting them take you for granted and disappoint you and just keep quiet about it because you care for people more than yourself? Or do you stop giving them chances, leaving them there hopeless, wandering around with no sense of direction? Sometimes you don't know whether to put your feelings first or other people's feelings first? Who is more important? All I want is to help people, but I don't want to get hurt and be taken for granted, do I? All I want to be is to be like Jesus, caring for others and putting people first. But I guess He gets hurt too. Things doesn't go exactly as He planned it to be. I guess that's okay, right? To get hurt by people over and over.
Well, sometimes people just think that they're the good person always helping people but getting hurt in return, and you're the bad person not trying to help them when they're hurt. But the thing is how many times have you tried being the good person who tries helping them but yet they don't realise the countless times you've tried helping them, the amount of time spent on them. They just don't appreciate and realise it and they just blame you in the end, making you feel and look like the horrible person. You don't want to hurt them back by having to quarrel with them, putting your anger on them, so you keep quiet. Not saying a word, slowly letting them hurt you with unkind words, making you feel useless and not worth it.
I believe that things go around in circles. What goes around, comes around yeah? I'm pretty sure I've done this to someone some time in my life. But I just never knew I was.
What can you do now? What do you do?
