I've never experienced having big changes in feelings that are from two completely different extremes (sadness - happiness) so quickly before. This makes me think about how I wasn't being grateful for what I had. This definitely got me thinking about how little things in life can make me so happy, small gestures that don't appear significant but is actually so. I believe that giving thanks to God is a very important thing to do. He knows your ups and downs and he allows things to happen for reasons that we may not know yet. God's timing is always right even if it doesn't seem like it in that moment of struggle. It's difficult to stay focus with so much going on. Struggles between focusing on God and getting dragged into the pool of temptation. We tend to revolve our lives around the "do-not's" in life but I think we shouldn't focus on the that but instead focus on the "do's" in life. The point isn't about not doing this and that but its about the do's. When you do so, you probably won't be feeling so miserable always thinking about whether the next move you make is wrong or right. You won't be worrying so much.

The main do's/commandments in life is to:
1. Love God
2. Love His people;
and that is what he has called us to do.

When you obey these two commandments, you wouldn't betray him and you wouldn't do things that are wrong because love is a strong and powerful thing that drives us to do things that love does, which is caring for people, not lying, not cheating, not murdering and all that jazz. Love is amazing and God is love. Love changes things and I hope love will teach you amazing things you never knew, things you  never thought you'd be able to do. Love brings hope and faith, it changes our lives and it teaches us to change the lives of others by showing them what love can do.