A lot has happened since the last post. It had been a tough few months with so much anger and pain. No one deserves to feel the way I did. No one deserves to feel betrayed. No one deserves to have their trust broken. No matter how much you've sin, you don't deserve to ever get hurt.

On the bright side, I know everything is good now. I have grown so much through what I've recently been through. I totally agree that God would never give you something you can't handle and the things you go through are for the better. Even though it is a tough and winding road, it only makes you a stronger and better person. God only makes you go through tough times to prepare you for the bigger and better plans He has for you.

Spending time on my own has made me learn and realise so many things. I've realised that it is so important to get to know yourself first before you make big life decisions (including allowing people to be a big part of your life). Being independent has really been eye-opening and rewarding. I would never have thought I'd get back up this quickly. I occasionally read what I have written during my down times and realise that it was all in the past and I do have the choice to no longer live in the past but the present and continue to move forward. God has been a big part of my high and low times, ever faithful and gracious. He has always been patient and there for me to depend on when I "can't do it anymore" or when I feel lonely. I really don't have to go through life on my own. God has thought me that I can be my own happiness and I don't need people to prove my worth.

Never give up on yourself. Never give up on time. Just be patient, push through and persevere. Nothing is impossible with God's love. Even if you feel like you will never get over something or you're unable to let it go. Even if you feel like you can never forgive, trust or love people again. God heals the broken hearted in His time. He cares about every little thing you go through. He will open doors for you and deliver His promises. One day you will find peace and realise that only certain people matter and worth your time.